One phrase from Sex and the City strikes me. “I’m lonely. The loneliness is palpable.” Carrie said it during her book party, after she found out that Berger has a girlfriend that lives with him. It’s how I feel right now. In an effort to get healthier and participate in NaNoWrimo, I’ve kept myself from making plans and going to all the events touted on Facebook. Usually, it’s home, gym, dinner, writing, playing with cat and then going to bed. It’s hard writing. It’s a lonely business. Everything’s in your mind. I guess that’s why I’ve been reading so much lately, been trying to find some inspiration. Carrie’s man was unavailable. Mine’s emotionally so. I don’t think I want to be alone anymore.
