Monthly Archives: March 2008
thillythenny twuly thilly :)
I’m going through so many effing emotions now, it’s not even funny. Emilie, Charlotte and I had a great laugh about that woman’s comments yesterday. (Thank you thank you thank you for showing me how silly I was acting.) Funny how … Continue reading
Just one more, I promise
I Just got this reponse, and I am bawling (sp?)… on the floor laughing of course: Thank you for taking the time to respond Thilly Thenny. Believe me, I am nobody to “Judge”.. however, when you post your blogs for … Continue reading
Wake up!
On the other hand, maybe that renegade commenter mentioned in the last post did me a favor. I may not be desperate, but I am bitter. And there’s way too much going on my life for that. Point 1: Yes, … Continue reading
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Dear random stranger
who decided to try and mess up my day, Yes, I realize Oscar doesn’t want to be with me. I, in fact, do have a life, a great job, friends, etc. I’m also involved in various club organizations outside of … Continue reading
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Need some positive energy in my life
don’t hold your breath, just breathe simply receive, remain open give and let be breathe no expectations, but palms lay open face upward look inward move forward breathe inhale invisible ecstacy exhale knotted entropy don’t queeze just breathe please. Thanks, … Continue reading
Filed under just life
Bad combination
angry + horny What I really want to do right now (but will not do) is kidnap you and Rouselyn. Slice you open, crack your sternum and separate your ribs, and make you watch me force feed her your heart … Continue reading
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I’m not okay.
I thought I was. I knew this would come. I’m just not.
I’m a little bit scared
not to be single. actually looking forward to that part. no. scared that at any point in time someone can just walk out of my life. no contact. nothing. like they don’t care anymore. i don’t remember the last time … Continue reading
I don’t know love
I thought I did, but now I realize I’ve never had it. I gave so much for the notion, but really it was lust in disguise. And not just lust for sex. Lust for love, the emotions, the whirlwind, the … Continue reading
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love, why are you evading me?
and dressing up in a mysterious fabric that I can never grasp on to. why do you send me people who only wound me heart? people who are selfish and don’t understand my logic? I’m hurt. In shock. And I don’t … Continue reading
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