thilly thenny

1. i’m hungry
2. i don’t know what i’m doing with my life
3. i hate that i’ve already finished the fun parts of the project i have to do at work and now i’m stuck with the stuff i don’t really know how to do so it takes me forever, i’m dependent of people showing me how and i’m pissing off the people who hold me accountable
4. BUT… i’m glad my mommy and i got to hang out
5. i can’t wait to eat the yummy food she cooked and is cooking today
6. i can’t wait for the costume party on Saturday, although i still haven’t formally decided what to wear
7. i can’t decide if i like this… what do you think?

#2 (told you… lists…)

1. i’m still hearting my new second fave graphic artist: juicy j… i found out that he reads.  i don’t mean he is capable; i mean he actually does it, which seems to be a huge rarity nowadays (unless i’m just hanging around stupid people…. which i don’t think is the case)
2. i bought my parents lacoste shirts and they’re mad cuz i spent the money.  my moms are bright blue, yellow and red, and my dad’s black and white.  they both look so cute in classic colors.
3. i want this: Pixar Short Films Collection - Volume 1 because i’ve seen a bunch of them on their website when it was still free, and they’re so beautiful and blithe.  i miss being blithe.  somehow i feel much older and wiser now… okay, maybe not.  maybe just less naive because my heart still bleeds tears or something.
4. at some point, i need to pick up a clay mask
5. i just spent $70 yesterday buying more film for my polaroid cuz it’s out… duuuude, my bedroom is going to be so chalk full of pictures.
6. i want to bake the cake from the Gizmodo blog i saw yesterday of lego block cakes that you can make… i just need to figure out how to use my oven… it’s gas; and i’m not sure if there are buttons cuz i don’t ‘member.

#3

1. although this has nothing to do with the TV series Gossip Girl, I still love the mask she’s wearing and that color of yellow… so this is really about halloween custome options…
2. no.1: french maid… boring.  sexy.  hot.  makes me look scrumptuous, but slutty.  typical.  blah.  really i bought it for t.
3. no. 2: one of the women from  Eyes Wide Shut.  Still sexy, but do I wear clothes under the cloak?  If so what?  I’m pretty sure the women were sans apparel underneath, since they were about to engage in ritualized sex.  So what do I wear under?  And where am I going to find a full length, velvet-esk cloak without spending $100? hmmmm…. pro: I do have this abs-exquisite mask I picked up from Vegas and I desperately need an excuse to wear it that isn’t a romp night in.
4. no. 3: aviator.  kinda boring.  makes me look like a cow.  a brown cow.  with goggles.  and cute hate thingy.
5. no. 4: Freudian slip.  wear a slip.  paste a sign that says Freudian.  hehe.  haha.  ehhhhh…  Kinda cheese, but it could work.  I’m not sure I could pull it off at work without buying tights and probably wearing a long sleeve shirt under the slip, but in general, i think it’s pretty stupid.
6. no. 5: borrow o’s clothes and dress up as a little girl trying to wear her daddy’s clothes… kinda cute… i could smear lipstick all over my face… and for evenings, i could just remove the pants from the equation, since i’m sure his shirt is long enough to be a dress.  however, then I’d have to ask him and dry clean it again….  but definitely a viable option.
7. no. 6: wear a beautiful dress and my mask and just play some sophisticate (yes, i’m pulling that word) going to a masked ball.  simple, elegant, and i wouldn’t have to be naked.

hmmmm the choices…  my mask doesn’t really look like this, but i’m not sure if anyone will actually notice

#4

1. anger over self-obssessed, low self-esteemed little insignificunts… i’m going to continue list 4 at a later date… cheers