October 9, 2007...3:58 pm

i don’t want to talk about it

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but i can’t get my mind off anything else.

you’d think in three months that I’ve be somewhat “over” this situation. 

maybe even moved on just a smidgeon.  gone on a couple of dates?  at least had a desire to go on a date?

nope.

it’s as confusing as ever.

i think about it more than usual, and i’m driving myself a bit insane.  What the effing hell is wrong with me? Why can’t i concentrate on anything else?

this sounds so sad and lame, but i really thought that maybe my nights of crying myself to sleep was over… hmmm i guess not.

love sucks.

i wish it would go somewhere else and die.

cuz i don’t want it anymore.

i want a kitty.

one i can play with.

okay, fine.  i want unrequited love to leave.

i want a kitty that likes me and loves me back.

it’s easier than having a boyfriend.

and as long as you feed it, it’ll probably come purring over to you.

bah!

why can’t it be friday?  i just want to drink myself into a stupor and die!

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