just gonna chill and let it roll off my shoulder.
wash away the hurt and god damn misunderstanding.
giving and giving into a fucking black pit; i’m so done with that.
investing my time and energy into something or someone who actually gives me a return.
sorry a for effort doesn’t count in this game. can’t eat that shit for dinner.
no, you come at me when you’re ready, cuz i’m done meandering through your ambivalence.
done thinking of you and buying you little things, blocking out time for you just to not receive in return.
i mean even the ex gave me a present on my birthday… and i’m sure that wasn’t cheap.
please don’t categorize me into malintentions but then, rinse and repeat.
don’t excuse away your time as if mine isn’t just as packed.
what’s utterly ironic is that you talk about how other people, i.e. D and A, don’t appreciate you but then turn around and do that exact same shit to me except you actually think your excuses sound legitimate.
haha haha ha.
